No where to get to – till 100 years at least..

Since my 60th birthday everything is very different…

Last night I dreamed I was bitten by a snake three times on the nose! It was a very beautiful snake, silky grey colour, a strong robust body, with smoky green criss cross markings all down its back…

But its forked tongue was biting my nose…

Anadi was with me, and did nothing to pull the snake away from my face, he appeared completely unconcerned…

After the snake grew tired of biting me and slithered away, I thought I should see a doctor! ‘It bit me three times’ I exclaimed… Anadi remained non-plussed about the whole thing and didn’t seem to think seeing a doctor was necessary…

Last night over supper, we looked up ‘dreaming about being bitten by a snake’! Google offered a few explanations, but the one that resonated with us both was ‘On the threshold of personal transformation…’

‘More like right in the middle of a personal transformation’, Anadi said… ‘That explains why I wasn’t worried in your dream…’

Since I turned 60 on May 12th and fell to the floor at 6.30am, experiencing my spirit leaving my body and zooming into a silent vast expanse. my body has been slowly regaining its energy…

All my medical tests came back top notch, but my body has been through a shock, and so, because my energy has continued to feel low, I went last week to see a Chinese doctor and acupuncturist…

She told me my energy is very low 🙂

She also said that I must get very strong and look after myself, as my healing energy is needed here on planet earth to help others, and that I must aim for 100 years at least so that I can help as many people as possible…!

And of course, she speaks the truth, the first thing a healer must ask is ‘What are the needs of the healer…?’ and then what are the needs of the other…

To be able to help others, we must first help ourselves… Show ourselves unconditional love, clear the channel completely of anything that blocks the connection to the source, of our true self – which is love – pure love

So my 60th birthday really was a re birth, a new beginning…

I am not through the process yet, but I am aware of a deeper letting go…

As a nomad I have let go of possessions and any kind of perceived safety in terms of owning property or having a pension for example, and on my birthday I let go of my body for a short while…

The experience was timeless…

And now as I settle back into my body and help it regain its energy, I am aware of experiencing something I have been living and teaching for many years…

That there is no where to get to…’

But this is now a deeper experience and it has liberated me further…